I Could Die...

Today I realized
How easily I can be swept
right out of the face of the earth




And unlike how we see it in movies
Not have the people 'who matter' close by
To exit this world in their presence


It could happen while the randomest of people watch
Worst still, it could happen at any time, in any place
Though the movies have on thing right





Your life does indeed flash before you
And the most you remember from that (life flashing by)

Is who you never told that you love, and regretting what you never did.

Holier Than Thou Attitude.

This is sad, I have just read, somewhere, a 'CHRISTIAN' saying that being gay is a white man's rottenness, and that it is the white man who is trying to force on us Africans... 

... I know what you all are thinking, I will not even get to that. 

All I can say is we need to be well informed before we speak; get your facts right about gayism, when it started, with which people an all that.

And it is sad that we can have such racist remarks while we claim to be Christlike. (Yeah, this was a self proclaimed man of God).

This person was confronted about many more evils, like pedophilia in churches and what not, and he goes right ahead to say that "the difference between sin in the church and gayism is that the ones in the church don't go ahead to claim it as a right, and that they bribe their ways outta the system".

So....... does that still make it okay?

I'm thinking if our gay brothers and sisters stopped asking for their rights, would he be okay with them and drop his petition???

I am not prophet, but if we are to make petitions about condemning sin, let it be fair, lets condemn ALLsin, period. 

Fornication

Adultery

Pedophilia

Prostitution

(Sure you are smiling now but continue to read)

Hate

Coveting your neighbours things/wife

Lust

Jealousy

Envy

Not loving your neighbour

(not your cup of tea, should I go on?)

Lying,

Stealing (even ideas)

Thinking ill of others

Dishonouring your father and mother

So really, who is without fault among us all?

To all of us starting these petitions, sijui causes, sijui nini, 

Be fair, logical and impartial, at the very least.

But above all, be like Christ, if you claim to be a Christian. 

Humans Are Funny.

Humans are funny
You know a lot
You are highly educated
You know how to tell right from wrong
You have even studied scripture

Yet you commit the very same sin, 20+ years straight
And confidently ask for forgiveness from Him, without repenting
But immediately you are wronged, you wanna kill your fellow human
You feel like you are justified to end his life
Yet you both were given life freely

Now you have made it
You have all you could ever want
Things are working out for you
You have friends all around you
But when you need them the most, you push them away
To suit your "so called elite way of life"

...They call it, being independent and "not wanting to burden others with my issues"

God was not high when he made us all in one universe
He was not high when he gave us life, family, friends, and love
Respect everyone, obey God and love like you would like to be loved
And all that bitterness that you try to get rid of
Through education, seminars and even partying,
Will be gone

Nairobi Girl.

Does experience truly define maturity

  

But there is something exciting,

when an under aged girl

drinks

Then she starts to look 

more like a woman   

  

Oddly enough, there's a certain power 

that comes with manipulation 

Sadly, she finds a haven of peace 

in a score 

and a California king size bed 

  

Eventually, 

this girl "grows up"

and eventually, everything seems 

smaller and nonsensical in her small small town

Then she reaches a point in her life,

where she understand the way of this so called "life"

that life always finds a way to f#ck her 

up into submission 

  

But she tells her inner self

the inner voice of reason

that it's easy to count days 

when truly all you are afraid of is a bump 

  

Flashback:

She goes back to the place where

she remembers how many times 

the friend inside 

suggests 

a simple solution 

  

Surely, she keeps asking herself

how many times can you drown before you lose the will to resurface? 

This college grad is at a difficult place

  

She hears the words of her father:

Self respect is a very hard lesson that sometimes is never quite learned 

  

But then again, dad is a hypocrite-never practicing what he preached.

This often happens, when you grow up in a competitive world, a man’s world, no father figure around and you're a girl. 

This happens when you're forced to live a life like that of generations past

  

When a girl gets here, she somehow gets a sick obsession 

with the most unappealing desires 

(most of you know this) 

Then the voice comes up again n her head, 

when she looks into his drunk ugly eyes that embody what hell really is like:

“It's easy to count the days when you find yourself at …”

Dear Valentine.

B, I love you.
I always have, ever since we met-
And I always will
To my grave.

No one else will have my heart
Coz' you and I, have, and will always be one
And that's not all - why I love you
It's also coz' you understand the silly things I do.

Looking at our journey,
Crazy one it has been
We have made our own terminology: Sophie, Charles
Only soulmates could share this kind of crazy.

And when the tough times came,
We stood the test of time
Glad I got to meet you
Glad I was so into you before I knew you.

You will always be my night in shiny armor
My prince
My King
My lord
I adore you.

My Own.

His voice, calms me
His scent intoxicates
His presence overwhelms
His touch, so gentle yet it provokes me
His mind, unbelievable
His heart, big enough to understand me
His love, unconditional so much so, that he finds me beautiful when I'm so unwell
His soul, so refreshing that he tells me I'm beautiful esp. on the days i feel I'm not
He forces me to go out when i do not even wanna leave my covers
He takes my hand and tells me he will lead me
And even on those paths where we clearly know not where we tread
He holds on tight to my hand, still leading, as he gropes his way outta the darkness
Now that's what you call faith
Even when all he heard was negativity, and all I got was hostility
Even when we both just wanted out of all this mess we "seemed" to be in
We somehow found comfort in our silence
And in it, found a way through
It all

He Said, She Said Part II.

Him: And what does la voce do to you that is so bad hun

Her:  awwwwwwww

My love

i just felt like i could hug u

but we are on virtual communication now

that cant happen

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :-(

Him: that is not so bad my lady is it?

Her:  well u got me all fuzzy and warm inside

and ur not here

so........................

thats bad!!!!!!!!!!

 Him: heheee..take it out on the Object of your attention then hun

Her:  Baibe... its Subject of my attention....

Him: la tortura la fixacon

Her:  well

i guess

i want

you

to

torturarme en' lugar

 Him: you want me to torture you baibe?

Her:  why not?

 Him: in your place...hmmm

Her:  im just saying, its better you take it out on me (whatever it may be, joy, lafta, tikly, sulking), than have someone random do that for you

Him: Luv, what would make you even think that is for anybody else?

 Her:  overthinking

thats just me

remember??

 Him: ok...

Her:  hehe its kina of a slow day

it's wet outside

and bleak

so im bound to be slow

Him: how when you know its a sign that me and you are gonna flow

Her:  haha

flow?

is that what ur going with??

Him: what would you rather i go with love

Her:  i dont know but i was just thinking

oh overthinking

things that flow…. Hmmm…….

Him: please go on my luv

dont stop

Her:  things that flow have a risk of having turbulence

the waters/liquid  

can get ripples at any time

(unless its aloe vera sap)

or unprocessed  honey

Him: the turbulence that comes when your body shakes before it brings that glorious liquid that sends ripples through your being and is as raw as unprocessed honey..hmm think you love that

Her:  Ohhhhhhhh

Him: yes yes yes yes

Her:  im working!!!!!!!!!! 

u want me to??????

Him: your legs are under your desk and she too

 Her:  haha u will not speak of 'cookie' like that!

Him: i spoke of her as the royal guardian of my luv's pleasures

Her:  uuuuuhhh pappi what are you doing to me.....

Him: you soo sent me spiralling down this road hun..

 Her:  i never!

no

not me

how now

 Him: just by having you seated by the desk typing your thoughts to me

Her:  "that" takes you "there"?

 Him: its soaking you all in and from there whoosh

Her:  mmmmmmmmmmm

Him: i am that simple child