Take Me Away.

Take me

Me away

Away from it all

All the hurt

Hurt never ending

Ending the pain

Pain i never wanna remember.

I am tired of struggling

All in vain

I just need some rest

Rest from the anxiety

Rest from all the worry

So have my heart

My tears, and just hold me

Till I replenish my strength.

He Is In Love.

To find a man who communicates his needs

and one who just gets my needs

not just to please

me, but in all honesty

is a rare possibility.

Simply down to be

with me, and him to be

the best he can be

around me, and all that he

becomes, around me, he

defines the best in me.

But how else can one perceive

this love so rough so sweet

this love so calm serene

this love of hers and me

this love occurs to we

this love is far from deep

it drowns in shallow creeks

deep down the public scene

it grows in bounds and leaps.

It has had us both down in tears

broke down and had to weep

deep down this love is sweet

deep down this love is weak

no need for strength with me
no need for power with him.

I Will Be There.

I will hold your hand

When no one else will

I will be there

When everyone around you is cold

I will feel your pain

When you think you are alone

I will share your joys

Coz we feel each other bone to bone

You need to remember I will do anything in my power

To keep all the bad days, sadness and anxiety gone

Always and forever...

Talking To You.

Your call wakes me up at 1615Hrs
And we start chatting
I am getting ready to go to work
And you are just leaving.

I call to inform you I've left the house
I'm off to slave
12 hours straight
What a shift!

You can tell from my IMs
That I'm not okay;
So you purpose
To keep this sleepy one awake.

Little do you know
That its going to have the same effect on you;
No sleep - yes...
But talking for 8 hours straight, who knew?

Fear... You.

I want to post what I write to you,

But I dunno if it will be understood,

You see, I write some things B that make me worry - who will read them.

Sometimes I am lonely in my mind,

That is why you are special to me!

You keep me company,

As a friend, lover, colleague, hater even;

You are all of that and more to me.

Love.

Happy she is

When she is with him

When she talks to him

Her heart is at peace

Like the waters still

Her love runs so deep, its seen through their eyes.

They love alone time

He doesn't like it when she sneaks a peek when they kiss

But loves to tuck her in

All in all, together, they experience divinity. 

Detach or Attach

Detach...
Mirror this
all of this
sparing no emotion
tit goes well with tat
just like pink does with brown
this is easy
to do
i could do it
with the least effort









Attach...
My heart years for this
its heaven
to totally immerse
and get the same measure
poured to my laps
people call it love
i call it the closest thing to experiencing God
I am happy here
I can sour finally.

Reality...
Humans never learn
rarely forgive
hardly forget -
they love selfishly
yet God loves them unconditionally
If we cannot emulate God's love
then I'd rather detach the attached.

You Remind Me.

You remind me of it all,
what I decided to put behind
all I gave a blind eye.

I forgot
put it behind
dint even think about it.

But there are these reminders
in you behaivours
that just cause me alot of bothers.

You do not have to change for me,
neither I for you
but I think I already did.

The reminders
as much as I'd love to ignore them,
they cut my heart
pierce it
and twist the knife while deep inside -


I cant help but start all over
with the questions
doubts
regrets
pre-conceived notions.


But love is stupid
it won't let me act on what I feel
or maybe this time it will
who knows?

I know who does,
the fat lady,
lets see when she will sing.

I Don't Want.

Sometimes I don't want to talk to anyone,
Sometimes all I feel is pain
Sometimes I feel like I wanna give it all up
The fighting
The hoping
The wishing
The dreaming.

Sometimes I just don't want to hear anything
Sometimes I just don't want to do the right thing
Sometimes I just want to be alone
No talk
No texts
No calls
Just me and my alter egos.

You say you want me to share
What I feel
On the inside -
But when I do,
You quickly judge me
And you forget that I shared it in confidence
From a friend
To a friend.

So understand
When I do not want to talk.
When I cannot reply your text messages.
It is just me,
Being at that place
Where I can't help
But
Not want.

Naive.

I wish you well

In all you want to do

In all you even have already done

May it not come back to haunt you

As all I do tonight, is wish you well.

I wish you happiness

Joy

Unending

You are not a bad person

You are pretty amazing actually

Just fell victim to a confounding situation

That you used to make unsound judgement.

Well, then

That's that

No hard feelings

I'm not saying that when I remember, I won't get hurt

All I'm saying is that I'm letting go

Letting you go

You cost me a lot

Of time

And energy

You drained me and left me hanging.

I will not miss you

But until we meet again

Adios, naive Emm. 

He.

He makes me happy
makes me feel special
looks at me like I'm the only thing that matters to him
even when i know I'm not
the feelings i get
when I'm with him
still don't change.

When we make love
and I look into his eyes
as much as I see pleasure
I also see his need
his need to satisfy
my every carnal need-
He asks "babe are you okay"?
just to make sure
I'm not in pain
and we are on the same page.

Just when i think I'm all out
there he is
again
wanting to take me
to the skies above-
wanting to make me feel
like I've never before-
wanting to be the only name I call
when he hits that spot.

Panting
gasping for air
bodies all hot
and sweaty
heartbeats racing
blood rushing
eyes wandering
lips twitching
heads nodding
he still looks at me and asks
"Babe, you ready for another round"?