The Aftermath.

Its done.
Words were exchanged, views heard, opinions tabled,
But now im lost, I wanna go back to the day i was fighting for this
back to lack
back to a yearning of all this
because now that i have it all
i find it a lil bit less (or if you may, more) than what i bargained for.
Im sorry i came across as heartless
Im sorry i hurt this heart that you so willingly gave me
truth iz im still freshly hurt
and maybe you were right
maybe i shud be alone
i dont want to come across as 1 who strings people along
i dont want to "end up like you" as you once said
I just want to be me
And Emm is careful
Emm is cautious
Emm never wants to regret on any decision she makes
and that is why she takes thaaaat long to make up her mind
and get rid of her hangups. 
"So they say its best to go our separate ways"... ringing over in my mind
after coming to the realization that you were right all along, i just dint see it.
So i will indeed search and get rid of all the cobwebs and demons that so brutally disturbed everyone around me,
All in the hope of finding you once im done
coz i still want to be the one you think of most of the day
and u, the one i think of calling 1st, wen i think of something silly.