R.I.P Darling

Im shocked, sad,

Im broken, grieving,

Im shaken.

You never know what impact

people have on you until you have them no more.

I feel stupid

I feel selfish

For all those chances i had to tell you how much u REALLY mean to me, and i dint.

For all those times I never got in touch-thinking you’d be around forever, but now you’re gone.

I will never get to feel your warm heartfelt hug anymore
the gentle kiss on the cheek
the genuine look that said "I know u said your fine, but how are you REALLY doing".
Im sorry 

Im angry

Im crying.
You were one person who took "us", us whom society had termed hopeless, dreamers
Us who did not know how to express all the deep stuff we felt,
u took us in, understood us, and gave us the gift we will always have.

I miss you

And the thot of never having to:

See you

Laugh with you

Dance with you…

Tears me apart

But I know you are in a better place now.