You Remind Me.

You remind me of it all,
what I decided to put behind
all I gave a blind eye.

I forgot
put it behind
dint even think about it.

But there are these reminders
in you behaivours
that just cause me alot of bothers.

You do not have to change for me,
neither I for you
but I think I already did.

The reminders
as much as I'd love to ignore them,
they cut my heart
pierce it
and twist the knife while deep inside -


I cant help but start all over
with the questions
doubts
regrets
pre-conceived notions.


But love is stupid
it won't let me act on what I feel
or maybe this time it will
who knows?

I know who does,
the fat lady,
lets see when she will sing.