I am hurting inside
I have the remedy
But I am too stubborn to end my suffering.
I have tried
(Not hard enough though)
But I just can't seem to let it go.
I seem incapable of forgiving
Holding on to the wrong is so justifiable
Regardless of the fact that I know I have to forgive, to be forgiven.
You see I just cannot fathom
How someone can be so cruel
To a person they once broke bread with.
Day in day out
This person is pushing a knife in your back
But patting you at the same time.
But I need to move on
I was hurt, I still am scathed
But for my sake I need to let go of this pain.
Somehow holding on to the bitterness is a comfort zone
Staying mad feels oh so good
So can't a woman be mad for just one more day?
